Day by Day

June 4th Friday

THE THIRD HARRY POTTER MOVIE CAME OUT TODAY!!!! whoop whoop!!! Daniel Radcliffe is incredibly hott!!!! so is ruper grint omg!!!! anywho computers are really screwed up yeah....sooo nothings really happened since may 26th.....yup...that was my last update...well more tomorrow :)

Mood of the Day: hyper!!!

June 6th Sunday!

Today was great fun! My daddy took me and my big bro out to eat at Chilis!!! i love it there...although I prefer Ruby Tuesday! and then Jon came over and we had an AWESOME time as usual!! Because I LOOOOVE HIM! Then i found out LEADERSHIP CAMP is july 12-14 9 am to 1!!! w00t!!!! and well thats about it! going mini golfing tomorrow yaaay :D OH YA we had cake for my daddys birfday tonight too!

Mood of the Day: hyper!!!

June 7th Monday!

GO BRUCEY ITS YOUR BIRFDAY1 lmao whoo neways...yah it was my dads birthday today....and I went miniature golfing with Bre Jen Jon and Andrew!! lmao great fun then it got rly rly hott so we started throwing the golf balls and clubs around all crazy like!!! lmao it was awesome...Then we ate at Dairy Queen..and Bre got hit in the stomach with a golf ball :/ lmao and then in the face with a oreo blizzard!! Then Jon came over for dinner....and we had an other GREAT time as usual ;) but hes leaving for Michigan tomorrow :(...But hell be back!!!!

Mood of the Day: Fun Luvin!

June 8th Tuesday

well nothing exciting as usual happened taday :P....lets see....i went to my first summer music lesson!!!...yaaay what fun 2 octave scales and rly hard all state music is always a blast!..then jon came over and he left for michigan :( and i cried...and then me jen and bre went to a basketball game!!! whoop whoop!...and well thats it now im here! and Im goin to Green Key beach tomorow wherever that is!

Mood of the Day: sad :'(

June 9th Wednesday

Ah nothing like waking up at 9 AM ON A SUMMER DAY! had to go to Greenkey beach...w/ Sarah Megean and Chelsea! the beach was kinda gross, but otherwise it was cool...the water was warm too..and we played volleyball! and i got rid of my shorts tan w00t! then I came home and had a make up appointment at Burdines and I came out looking like a wh*re lmao and this gay guy did my make up great fun! and now....id like to introduce...the illest lil boo...ya all everrr sizeen! 25 CENT REPRESENT!!! aka Jnes over my house lmao :-P

and were talking to James Hickey and he totally digs her i know theyll end up going out! but thats all that hapeend today!

Mood of the Day: hyper happy but my foot hurts because i cut it on a rock :( but otherwise over all HYPER!

June 10th Thursday!

hmm today I woke up and then Jen woke up and we watched the MTV beach house!!! whoop whoop...then she went and got her physical..and Jon called me and I had a total break down on the phone I miss him sooooo much omg!..I was crying and everything...yah so I got off and then went to my music lesson and learned harmonic tones great fun! and i got through my hole solo and ensemble solo...Nightingale Serenade!..Its hard...32nd note triplets and all kinds of crazy stuff! and I sight read successfully!!! whoop whoop....but newho...so I got home and went to swimming where I almost drowned from multiple 100 ims and what not....then i came home and talked to my sweetie yet again <3 and the Lakers are going to win tonight!!!

Mood of the Day: happy...sad...mixed up :)

June 11th Friday

yaaaay fridays!!! I love fridays!! even tho i spent the whole day being BORED OFF MY ASS!!!! and that pretty much covers it..yup thats how the whole day was...BORING!!! ...but then i went to the mvoies later on..to see harry potter yet again!! whoop whoop...AND JAMES HICKEY AND JENNY SOMMA WERE HOLDING HANDS IN THE THEATER!!!!!!!....just thought everyone would like to know :-D!!!! lmao and well thats it!

Mood of the Day: happy!!! :)

June 12th Saturday

Ok soooo today i woke up and i was sooo friggin bored off my ass!!!! there was NOOOOOTHING TO DOOOO.....then i went to the mall :D with Jen and Nicole.....and then we picked up Julie!!! AnD LAURA JEFFRIES IS WHITE lmfao!...if you getta chance to im her her screen name is xox miz aponte...aka im white as fuck but i try to be black...or you ca find her under ima stupid little white girl....anywho...now jen nicole and julie are over and were havinhg a kick ass time!

Mood of the Day: BLACK ;)

June 13th Saturday

Today me jen julie and nicole went to ADVENTURE ISLANDS! what you do is up to you ;) and had a shit load of fun...and eric geckas was thurr and he kinda invited himself to hang out with us...then he went to use the bathroom and well..he never came back!...so then we still had fun the it rained and ruined it then im home!

Mood of the Day: wet :P

June 14th Monday

ahhh monday...what a lame way to waste 1/7th of your life :-/....i was really bored todasy ya kno....then i went to the mall with nicole christina and crystal...and i bought a cd!!!...warped tour compilation 2004..or something....and i bought my daddy a shirt for fajas day :D....and then...i came home...and my mommy took me to wal mart...and i got shorts...and shirts...and a boogie board!..and inner tubes...for...VERO BEACH BITCHES!....and then..we came home...and i talked to MY ONE AND ONLY SWEETEST THING THAT EVER HAS HAPPEEND IN MY LIFE...jon of course!!!....and now...im here...updating this...!

Mood of the Day: hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

June 15th Tuesday

well today i friggin got up at 8 o clock...to go to a dentist appt!!! tell me...who the hell works on teeth at 8 in the morning?...anyways,,,my braces are pink and green..then i went to my music lesson...only to discover that i had left my flutey music at home...so worked on oboe..grr....and then i came home and sat on my ass..and then ben took me to the beanery!! whoop whoop....and his friend brent and this other kid ben did this nerd act for open mic night...it was sooo friggin funny...and then ben and his friend kyle did the bongo weird as poetry shit...omg it was hilarious..whoo then i came home and talked to my kick as boyfriend!!...the one the only jonathan james allport <3,....and now im updating this

Mood of the Day: fun :)

June 16th Wednesday

yawn...today was really boring...i got up at like 10 and just sat here....on the frigign computer...listenin to the warped tour cde over n over again......and then i went to hammies house...and it was really fun and her dogs like a lesbo yeah...but...dan tyler adam rachel bridget cory and matt came...great fun...and then i came home :)....AND JAMES AND JENNY KISSED TWO TIMES TONIGHT!!!....just thought everyone should know!

Mood of the Day: FRIGGIN HYPERRRR

June 17th Thursday

oh ya....last night i stayed up rly late...and i was talking to ron...and i got in trouble...and i actually slept past 12...whoo hoo...then ben called..and we hung out...and we had cicis pizza....i fuckin hate cicis pizza....anyway...then we went to the mall...and then i came home...and cleaned my rizoom....yes im black...motha fucka...and jen and bre came over....oh shit ...scuse me...i meant ta say....25 CENT AND THA FABULOUZ BRE CAME OVA...and then we just..like..sang..the whooole...night...seriously...no joke...we friggin sang every friggin song....from backstreet boys to chingy and luda...and now im...updating...this site :)

Mood of the Day: FUCKIN PSYCHED ABOUT VERO TOMORROW...BITCHES!

Ok this is for the week of the 18th through the 25th...in other words...VERO BEACH...so here we go...takes about 5 hours to drive form hudson to vero...so we get there and me mike louie jen and bre dont even wait for the car to stop..were in the water and the waves are friggin huge!!!...im talkin HUGE...then that night we ate at waldos..and so the week went on...we shared a room...yes five of us in one room with two beds...whoo whooo you know what went on in there what with mike n bre gettin all hanky panky!!! ow owww....anywho...we had sooo much damn fun SEIROUSLY...crackin jokes goin in the beach in the pools...then we met sam and ryan...and they skim board rly rly rly rly good...rly good...and so i bought a board at ron jon surf shop and well im gettin the hang of it...SORT OF..wink wink....anywho...so the week went by to fast as usual...but we had some damn fun....damn fun....in fact we had so much fun im making a page commited to vero beach so look out for it soon!

Mood of the Day: half of me is still on the beach....i wanna go back :'(...otherwise happy :)

June 27th Sunday

ok so yesterday i woke up then me and tyler went to target and the mall and it was kinda fun./...then me tyler jen bre mike and louie all went to the movies and saw white chicks..it was an ok movie but i coultn stop thinking of vero :'( but the mvoie was ok kinda funny not as funny as dodgeball lmfao..then me and bre spent the night over jens house and today we went to adventure island...and it was pretty fun and all these guys tried to pick us up it was so cute...and there was this asshole surfer guy joe or something and he was a dick and not cute at all wtf...and JONS FRIGGIN COMING HOME SOON but he wont tell me when!!!!its supposed to be a surprise but its sometime before friday!!! im sooo flipin excited...and thats about it :)

Mood of the Day: wet :o

June 28th Monday

ok soo today I woke up really early...at 10!...whoa on a week day you sk?..during summer you ask??? FOR WHAT you ask?!!?1...for another BORING AS FUCK i mean exctiting* day at the mall..went with ma boos jen n bre ;) and it was..well boring :)...we walked to target which was prolly the highlioght of the day./...oh and we went and played in toys r us lmfao it was soooo fun...i was on the skateboard and jen got on the horse lmao good times good times..then i bought 3 pairs of undies at body shop theyre rly cute..and sandals at target..then we went back to the mall and we saw this rly cute kid in a hat he was cute and stuff...lmfao then we were in pac sun and i went to back up to look at the sandals...and i fall right on top of a buncha shoes and boxes omg it was sooo damn funny...then i came home and went to cicis with ben...and his friends kyle and brent...and morgan conn..and shes rly nice :)...then i came home and talked to my wonderful boyfriend :D who still wont tell me when hes coming home...grr...and now im here :)

Mood of the Day: BORED!!!!!!!

June 29th Tuesday

JON FRIGGIN CAME HOME TODAY!!! sooo happy :D...i woke up at like 9 and then went to my music lesson...then i came home...and played withsidewalk chalk..and then JON CAME OVER BECAUSE HES HOME FROM MICHIGAN AND HES NEVER LEAVING AGAIN !!!..then we spent the whoooole day like makin out...good times...then he went home :) and that was my day

Mood of the Day: HORNY

June 30th Wednesday

omg i slept till like 4 today...i was soo tired...i guess staying up till 5 does that to you...i was downloading music and well sleeping was not an option...but anyway...then me and jen went to the mall./...good times...and she bought her mommy a birthday present...then me and her met jon and tony at the movies to see spiderman 2...and nicole jo crystal nicole zach and some other kid were here too...it was rly good...but i CANNOT get vero out of my head...i guess its pretty pathetic but i cant stop thinking about how much i miss it there...i jus wanna go back

Mood of the Day: wishing....

July 1st Thursday

Ahh..a new month...that means 1 month and 9 days till school starts....nooo...actually im pretty excited...and only 12 MOTHER F'N DAYS TILL LEADERSHIP CAMP!!!!! cant wait im soo excited!...cuz ima FLUTE SECTION LEADER....whoop whoop...but yeah...about today since this is a daily journal entry and all! :P...well jon came over early and we *** ******* ***** ****....that was blocked out because my site is pg-13 :D...then jen and tony came over and we all went to the mall...fun fun...whoo...and did...absolutely nothing...and then we went to toysa r us and hadda buncha fun in there...then we made our way to the dolla fiddy movie thater and saw starsky and hutch...DO IT...hahaha good times....and then to books a million where i bought a cookie and almost friggin broke my teeth!.....then we came back over here and played sorry yaaay!....and then we watched scary movie and it was rly funny..then tony and jon and jen left and that was my day! (and i seriously could NOT stop thinking about vero...idk why....i miss the place...i really do....)

Mood of the Day: happy :)

July 2nd Friday

so guess where i went today...the mall! yeeeah whoo hoo what fun...but it was ok today...i went with jen and jon and we talked for the longest time...and i got my homecoming dress!!!! so pretty :D I LOVE IT!...thanks to jen and jon for picking it out for me....then we went to the movies and saw dodgeball :-P!!!!!!!!!!! FUNNIEST FRIKIN MOVIE IN THE WORLD..then i came home

Mood of the Day: didnt feel good :(

July 3rd Saturday

ok sooo hmm...today i woke up like at 11:30...or something...and i just sat on my ass allll damn day because i still dont feel good :( and i watched harry potter 2..yaay...then me and jen went to stop n play and this hairy guy had the greatest shirt on it said Fuckin Gonuts you know like dunkin donuts?....and jen goes what are gonuts??? LMFAOO...and then jon came and we sat there and he got all this free stuff form justin because he works there...then we went to the beanery and just sat there and walked around outside then i started feeling like shit...so we took jen home and jon came over and we watched all dogs go to heaven 2 :P and itsa great movie!

Mood of the Day: still feeling like shit :(

July 4th Sunday and July 5th Monday

Me being the lazy one I am forgot to update the site on the 4th...but nothing exciting I just sat around and did pretty much absolutely nothing...then I went to mcdonalds with my mom dad and ricki yaaay....then we set off really shitty fireworks....so while my whole block was doing this big ass show with the 500$$$ fireworks...im jus sitting in my driveway with a sparkler and a snake...wheee...so anyway today I went to Clearwater beach wit Jen Bre Jon Mike and Louie and it was craaazy hott but it was very fun even though the water was like piss water!! Then we ate mcdonalds lmao and this little girl was there playing on the playgrund and she was so cute...then we all came home and I went over jonnys house and had a spectacular time with him as usual :D and there was my sunday and monday..

Mood of the Day: hott!!!!!!!!

July 6th Tuesday and July 7th Wednesdsay

so I havent been updating this site very well lately so lets see.....hmm...ok tuesday....i cant even remember what the hell i did...uhh...i sat around all day then I had a dentist at like 3...then me and jen went to the baseball game that night....and then yesterday me jen and jon and tony went to the mall but i felt like shit and i guess i was pmsing or something so I came home...and I feel like crap...

Mood of the Day: blah

July 8th Thursday

ok sooo today I woke up and i still felt like shit but luckily I went to the doctor and I found out I have a sinus infection swollen glands and lymphnodes bronchitis and wheezing and coughing....but nothing some good old antibiotics cant fix :) then me jon jen and bre went to Tonys house and we watched JACKASS THE BEST STUPID STUNT MOVIE EVER MADE and resident evil...scary shit :P...and I told Jon that I didnt wanna say I Love You anymore to him...i mean we teenagers these days are packed down with so many emotions...why would we try to understand something as deep as love..you know...maybe im the only one who understands myself...idk..sometimes i think i think to highly for my age...but seriously i mean we think we know what love is and we try to use that word in a carefree way and you cant throw something like that around...i mean i wanna grow up and be able to say it and actually mean it...i wanna know what it feels like to actually be in love...right now im 15 and some of the most important things in my life are aol instant messenger and ramen noodles...i shouldnt be worrying about love at this age...thats why so many teens get hurt...they think theyve got it all figured out then the big reality semi truck comes speeding down the road of life doing 90 and WHAM hits them out of nowhere and they turn suicidial and they cry and become hopeless romantics...were teens we need to be having fun....youve got your whole life...to figure out...life....life itself is crazy enough to try to work out right now...im doing fine with it but cramming so many emotions is screwing everything up...cest la vie

Mood of the Day: laughing it up :P

July 9th Friday

ok soo today I woke up early again I HATE WAKING UP EARLY its like wth you know...summertime....sleepy time...anyway..then i made breakfast which was really unlazy of me..and then i sat around on my ass until i got ready for the mall...and me jen and bre went...and met my most wonderful boyfriend..and tony....and then we shopped around...and then they went to go pick up joel (bre <3) and then we all packed inside tonys car and almost got ourselves killed...!!!...lmao then we saw anchorman which was a pretty good movie (good grandfathers corncob hahahaha) but dodgeball is definitely better!....and then i drove everyone home :P....and ben met this new girl he describes as an angel...im glad he met someone...but you know its almost like he completely forgot about me...he never calls my cell or anything or talks to me online or invites me to hang out/...i mean i knew he liked me you know...and im rly glad maybe this girl is the one for him...but i rly like him as a friend he was different you know...i dont know...i mean if it pained him to hang out with me or something im fine that he dosent want to anymore..but i rly miss him :(...but oh well..

Mood of the Day: happy :)

July 10th Saturday

today was mine and jons two month anniversary :P...it feels like 2 yrs but its all good..so i woke up and my dad took me out to breakfast yaaay....i love breakfast...then i came home and sat on my butt all day then i got ready and my parents took me and jonny to chilis...whee...i love chilis...but yeah it was great then we went to blockbuster and rented scary movie 3 and went to jons house and watched it and its rly funny but we missed most of it ;)...and now im home

Mood of the Day: feeling great =D!!!

July 11th Sunday

well today i woke up rly later then usually...it was like 12!!! then i got on the comp and again i sat there like al day till 3 then me jen and julie went to the movies..and saw anchorman again lmfao i love that movie....I DONT KNOW WHAT WERE YELLING ABOUT!!!....hahaha...then we went to mickey ds and i found out the halftime show theme for band =D i8ts big band jazz YAAAAAYA TAKE THAT YOU LITTLE FUCKERS WHO DIDNT WANNA JAZZ THEME!!!! JAZZ IS TAKIN OVER BITCHES!!!....and then we all went to the beanery and crystal and tony and jon came and then there was this awesome guy who sang this awesome song it was called new york to nascar lmfao and it was about new port richey it was great..now im home :)

Mood of the Day: bored =/

July 12-14 Monday-Wednesday

ok so i didnt update my site these last three days because ive been tired as hell due to leadership camp...we had to be there by like 8:30 and i usually didnt get home till 2...it was sooo exhausting but really really fun...we went over the basic marching dunamentals and attention and all that fun stuff and learned alot about what it really took to be a quality leader :)...so monday night i dont remember what i did...then tuesday me jon bre and jen went to the beanery for open mic night and dan brady was there and aaron courtney came whooo hooo hotties...and then last night...umm...oh yeah jon came over for dinner..oh yah and monday night we went to wal mart....and i cant wait for band camp because then i get to teach all the newbies how to march and its going to be GREAT FUN im so excited!!!!! :-D

Mood of the Day: hot tired and sweaty!

July 15th Thursday and July 16th Friday

ok so yesterday me and bre went to the mall for her birthday and she bought shoes..and something else..i think i cant remember...then me and her picked up jon and went back to her house and jen came over...then tony came and we all went swimming and had this rly good cake :-D....and then we slept till like 11 and got up today and went to the dmv to get bres permit but she forgot the thingy about the drug class...lmao so then we went to the mall again and jon and tony came and we got into troulbe by this renta cop...omg he pissed me off grrr...lmao and then we just walked to target and stayed there till my pop a doodles came and picked us up...and me bre jen and jon went back to my house and sat around and played blurt...and then they left and jon stayed for a bit and then we took him home and now im rly tired and im going school shopping tomorrow =D!!!!!!!!! wheee...and monday....im so excited yay !!!

Mood of the Day: happy =)!

July 17th Saturday July 18th Sunday

geez im not doin a very good job of updating this daily sorry =/ anyway...ok so Saturday my mom took me and jon school shopping at the mall and i got jeans and shirts and capris and a skirt =D...and then yesterday me jen and jon went to the mall and it was rlllly boring and then we went to the movies and saw dodgeball again!!!! fuckin chuck norris! lmfao....and thats about it :)

Mood of the Day: happy =)

July 19th Monday

alrighty sooo today...my mom had off...so i woke up and me and jon and her all drove down to the citurs park mall and it was rllllly fun...because the cp mall rocks....its way better than our piece of shit....and i bought this rly cute green skirt in charlotte russe...and i got two pairs of sandals in there too...and then a shirt in victorias secret i didnt know they selled shirts on there =P...and then I went over jons house and we **** ******** **** *** and then ********* then i ******* and he******......so this site is pg-13 what can i say ;)...and i friggin love jonathan james allport.....=D and thats it for taday

Mood of the Day: HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HORNY I MEAN HAPPY* =D!!!

July 20th Tuesday

hmm..well lets see....you know im gonna start treating this as a diary and not just write down what i do everyday....ok soo...a couple nights ago...i found out what love is..jon came over and the conversation turned to his dad and all about his life...and we ended up crying in each others arms for like 30 minutes....i realiozed then and there that i love him....ive never cherished something more in my life....hes like...seriously the first real relationship ive ever had....i mean most of my "boyfriends" if you wanna call them that....didnt last for like a week....but i mean i felt so differently with him....and i love him..i really do...i can honestly say that now ,...i mean...i dont know....i cant wait for band camp...our halftime show is big band swing im so happy....its going to be so great.....i cannot wait =D....i rly miss vero...but ehh im actually getting over it sur[risingly....today me jen and jon and nicole went to the beanery....and it was op[en mic night and andrew mertes sings incredibly awesome....hes rly good...hell be a star yet...and then...zach broke up with nicole....which was dick...she deserves so much better......what are ya gonna do...times are getting tough....gotta get tougher...but yup/....so it felt good to get all that out =)

Mood of the Day: bored

July....21st...Wednesday =)

soooo....today...omg last night i had sucha freaky dream....i dreamt i was in a movie...and like..i was in this car...but no one was driving it...and it was going rllly fast down the highway...and i thought i was gonna crash...then i ended up at some girls wedding..idk weird...i have so many weird dreams....so today...i woke up...and got onto the computer as usual...bleh...i hate sitting here all day....diane got the loan today for her house so shes oving out soon...yaaay...so my parents took us out to chilis to celebrate....and jon came...then i went over his house....and stuff....i talked to susan...whom i havent talked to in forever....guess itll never be the same....but oh well....whatever....i cannot wait for band camp im so psyched.....i cant wait to teach everyone how to march again and stuff....whooo!...but well..............hmmm.....im tired

Mood of the Day: happy happy =D

July 22nd Thursday

hmm well...lets see...ok i woke up..kinda late...like at 12...and sat on the damn computer all day...and me and ron were SUPPOSED to hang out....but wth like im gonna be like oh mom im goin out with ron hes justsa sophmore in college yeah...no...soo he asked me then hes like well ill have to play it by ear....gay....but hes still awesome =)...then i went to the doctors...and my doctor took one look at me and sent me across the street to get like 6 tubes of blood drawn...yucky...it hruts so bad...then i came home...and bre left for tennessee and north carolina today...so me and jen threw her a SURPRISE going away party!!!!and lmfao!!!! we were tyring to bake a cake right....two cheerleaders and one ex cheerleader baking a cake...DITZYNESS....it was like this fudge marble cake...and so it said you hafta beat it with a beater you know...so jen got out this..thing..lmao a mixer on a stick..which probably would have been a whole lot safer but me and bre made her use the beater.....so anyway jen didnt have oil so she said we could just use butter...lmao whatever...so we melted like more than half a stick....lmao and jen forgot to measure out a 3rd of a cup...and just poured the whole little bowl in the mix...lmfao...then jen was mixing it and i was joking around stick a spoon in between the mixers....lmfao...then the spoon got sucked in there!!!!!!!!! and it bent the shit out of the mixer....lmfao....then i was like is the spoon still in there?!?!?!...and bre thought i was saying were so screwed...so shes like no we arent you are!...and im like wtf!?!?..WHERES THE SPOON!!...so i stuck my hand in the mix trying to find it....lmfao and it wasnt in there!!!...they already took it out...and the mixer was bent and making a rly weird clicking noise....lmfao so we finally got it all worked out...and we put it in the oven...then bre left before we could even eat the damn thing...lmao...so when me and jen pulled it out...it was soooo nasty looking...lmfao..it was all juggly and shit...so we put it in the freezer to cool it off...and we took it out and iced it...lmao...then we put so,me old ass yellow icing on it and put our initials on it...lmfao...then we ate it and OMFG...it was the NASTIEST cake ive ever tasted...seirously...it was soooo friggin gross...lmao..then we drank some flaaata coke!....and that was our cake adventure...lmao....and then me and ejn went on the compo for a bit..and i came home =P

Mood of the Day: laughing it up =D

July 23rd Friday

ok today I woke up late like usual and i was soooooo tired and exhausted when I woke up omg....ok then i was being pissy and shit but then we al planned a trip to the beanery .....so then I went over jons house and it was great fun but then i found out i had mono lmao uh oh hope im alright....then...we went and picked up jen and went and the beanery was rly deserted idk why itsa friday night bu w/e....theres npr for you...then...we sat there and went to publix and got food and brought it back and this dick of a guy told us we coulnt eat at his tables when there was NO ONE ELSE sitting out there....but anyway...so we all left and jon came over and we baked brownies =)...then we had this like 3 hour long talk with my mom it was soooo fun...about when she was little and stuff...it was so awesome...then we took him home and i came back and slept =)

Mood of the Day: pissy then bored then happy!

July 24th Saturday

well...today...i woke up...as usual...and went straight to the friggin computer...AS USUAL....I HATE AIM ITS TAKING OVER MY LIFE I SWEAR!!!...welcome to hudson where thats all everyone does is go on aim...gay..anyways so then i just sat on here all day....and me jen louie and jon took the funniest friggin bathroom habits survey...soo look under my page The Funniest Convo and youll laugh really hard its really funny...so then me and my whole family and jonny went to sweet tomatoes....itsa big salad buffet resteraunt....and we were talking about this pill that you swallow and itsa camera and it looks inside you...and wel i guess you shit it out to get it...lmfao so my dads like i cant seem to find it!!! SHIT I JUST FLUISHED THE TOILET...lmfao my dad is sucha pimp...then we saw this creepy guy that looked like abe lincoln walking on the road..yeah weird....then we came home and me and jon went to his house and watched anchorman...lmfao I DONT KNOW WHAT WERE YELLING ABOUT!!...hahaha....afternoon delight!!...i love desk....brick are you just looking at things in the office and saying you love them...i love lamp...do you really love the lamp?..i love lamp...hahahaha.....yeah its called sex panther...illegal in 9 countires....yeah that smells like pure gasoline...LOUD NOISES!!!...hahaa..lmfao then i came home and now im here =P.....schools starting soon im soooo excited....i mean i dont wanna like end high school i love high schol its so fun...i cant wait to be a sophmore even though that year sucks..its all good..i hafta go school shoping some more...rand get shoes....omg band camps toorrow!!!! im soooooo damn friggin ass excited WHOOOOOO!!!...lmao...yeah its all good...soo ima go now l8r g8r

Mood of the Day: sooo happy!!!

July 25th Sunday 9:15 p.m

ahh sundays....i love waking up late...ok so this morning my dad comes in at like 9 to ask if i wanted mcdonalds?....so im like what breakfast....and he goes no lunch....im thinking wtf dad its 9 am....but im like no whatever....then he left and i thought im gonna regret that when i get up...but ehh i need to stop eating it anyways ill prolly die form alll the grease and fat and shit....so i woke up andlayed in bed...and i had a dream that band camp was at the middle school and i got there and this new freshmen was just staring at me...then he came over and asked me for my phone number....and i asked him what he played and he said guitar and im thinking we dont have a guitar in the band...so anyway...lmao then i woke up....and i went and what do ya know....i got on the comp....and the sheet with all my flutes phone numbers on it is gone...my dad threw it away....so i called dina to get felicias number....dina was working....so then i just called halley and got the number fomr her...and i couldnt reach anyone..busy....not home...answering machine...wrong number...im like wtf....so im like k screw it.....so my mum came home and we went to the dollar store...and i bought jacks...you know like form the game...to mark our spots while were marching...and socks to put them in so we can tuck em into our shorts....and i bought everyone dot books...then we went to this other dollar store...and i bought poker chips for all the sophmores....so anyway then we made our way to publix and my love jon called...and we talked for a bit...then i came home and he called and inivted me to go to cicis....but i had so much shit to do...what with getting everything ready for tomorrow.....so i couldnt go....so then i wrote everyones names on the socks and the dot books and put all the poker chips and jacks in the socks and got everything organized....so now im done...and i should probably go to bed soon because i hafta wake up at like 6:30 tomorrow....but im not even tired...so i think ill just go take a really nice long shoer and smooth my legs while im at it....i made that up =P....i thought shaving was too ugly of a word....so instead of saying im shaving my legs....you say im smoothing my legs!....so much nicer right....well im off

Mood of the Day: tired but excited!

July 26th Monday - August 4th Wednesday

ok soooo i havent really updated this thing since...like...the first day of band camp...soooo ive got alot to explain....well band camp was soooo much fun....turns out like no freshmen were doing band so we only had one new flute....sooo danielle learned really fast how to march and everything....and we started getting our opener on the field and now its almost done...before school even started!!! damn were good....so it was last week 7:30-4:30 every day....and wed go out in the morning and march in the hot as holy hell sun....it was crazy ness...but very very fun...so were playing youre the sunshine of my life....nightingale sang in berkely square...and dont rain on my parade....halftime show theme is touch of jazz!!! its so awesome....anyway...then the saturday after band camp i went out to eat with my pops and went over jons house...then umm.....uhh....hmm...i dont remember what we did after that....oh wait i think we went to the beanery that night...and talked about a whole buncha stuff...it was fun..then sunday we dog sat for buddah and simon....lizs dogs..theyre so cute!..but big...ok so then monday...me bre and jen went to the mall...and it was great fun and io bought a beatles shirt...and i bught my love an alkaline trio shirt because our three month is next tueday!.....time flies....and then they came over and spent the night for registration on tuesday....so we got up rly early because i had a docters appointment first..then we went tpo registration....and i got 1st hour algebra 2 honors tigue...2nd english 2 honors hundley...3rd band...4th biology honors miles...lunch 1...5th french 2 kittylitter..ops i mean kamleiter...and 6th wordl history honors wilson....so me and jen have the last 2 classes together and lunch!!!!....its awesome....plus her me and bre all got lockers close to each other....great great fun :-D....then...i went back to jens house and we chilled ther...and then i went to my dentist appt...and then band practice!....first practice after band camp...and weve got 4 more sets to learn for sunshine...its gonna be a great show...then we picked jen up at chilis and made our way to open mic night at the beanery..whooo!...and...blah alot of stuff happened...and then yesterday....finally!....me and my love jon went to the mall and picked out shoes for him...and walked around...and ate subway yaaay!...then my mum picked us up,...and we picked jamie up to go to swim practice..and dropped hjer off and my mom hates coach heise so uich she likes shes a fuckjing bitch!....great fun...so...i went to jonnys house...and well...YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS =D!!!!!...hahaha....the i came home and i was dead tired....soo..i went to bed!!!....now this site is updated yaaay

Mood of the week: sweating balls form band camp!!! BUT SUPER HAPPY =)

August 5th Thursday

well lets see....i woke up rly early yesterday...which is kinda gay...because then i was friggin tired...but ehh whatever...then i just stayed home and kinda moped around but not in a mopey way...i mean i wasnt mopey....anywho..sooo then my brother came home and he got me wendys yuummmyyy...and then my mom came home and took me to my band practice and it didnt go very good but yeah....we almost got the whole show on the field sooo thats good..and its before school....soo its coming along :)...then after the practice we had a pot luck dinner....and it was rly rly rly good....then jon came over and we talked and stufff.. and visited with my brother...and then we cleaned each others ears out hahahaha...were sucha close couple...I FRIGIGN LOVE HIM SOOO SOOO SOOO MUCH!!!!!yeah thats right i love jonathan james allport and hes all mine mine mine mine mine and no one elses =D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

August 6th Friday

today was like any other day.....boring...and i just sat here on the compouter allllll dayyyyy.....but w/e...then my mom took me and jon to the mall and i got a couple new shirts and some jeans...it was great fun...then we went to chilis and we ate and i <3 Chilis...theyre soooooo good....then...we...came home...and i like fell asleep because i was rly rly rly rly tired!!

Mood of the Day: BORED!

I dont know what the hell happened to all these entries but whatever i guess I lost them or something =P

August 14th

ok lets see....today i woke up rly early which was gay cuz i was so damn tired last night >:o...grr..then my daddy took me out to breakfast...and i had this shitty ass omelet...and it was gross...but ehh whatever...then i came home and MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND WHO I LOVE SOOOOOOO much came over!!!...and then mike n louie came over because we were celebrating mikes birthday...andit was rly rly rly fun...and then they went home and now me n jon r sitting here being rly bored because theres NOTHING TO DO...but at least were together :D...im going to talk about how much i love jon now....ok so i really love him alot...he treats me so wonderful and i cherish our relationship more than anything in the world...i love him soo much!!!!!!!!!!!! hes the best boyfriend in the whole world and im so lucky to be his girl....and i love him....so much....did i mention he....well...does some stuff to me...that feels like....ok im gonna stop right now ;);););).....this site is pg-13 ;):););)....im so happy were together and hes no one elses hes mine hes my boyfreiend and no one else is lucky enough to have him as their boyfriend and hes the bestest in the whole world and i pity every girl who cant get a chance with jon allport :O no jk im being mean but hes the most wonderful boyferiend in the world and were gonna get married yup when i turn 24 or maybe 25...ok so our weddings on february 14th valentines day....and everyones invited but you hafta bring me a cool wedding present k?...and our wedding song is gonna be glory of love by new found glory...none of this sappy shit you know...:P...and the girls are gonna wear pretty pink dresses...and the guys will wear white tuxes...with red flowers and shit...and its gonna be in a church...but the reception is on the beach...who the hell cares if its 50 degrees....i want it on the beach!!!...and jen your my..bridesmaid...and so is bre..and..umm....lets see...theres gonna be roses there...and oh yeah my baby shower is gonna be a few weeks after that probably cuz were gonna get freaky that night hell yeah...i want diapers and a rattle and a new crib...and im gonna have a boy...and im gonna name him..tony...no just kidding that kids a fn faggot...his names gonna be Maelin....and then ...ill have another boy..and his name will be Tyrell...lmao yes tyrell...idc if hes white...and then a girl...and well name her Hannah...and thats enough kids...for now ...so there we go i just planned out my life on the internet...whoo!...and that was my day :)

Mood: happy :)!!!!!!!

Music: The Beautiful Mistake - Circular Parade

August 18th...i think...oh no wait its the 19th

ok today....school...whoop dee doo...it was ok...got all my work done...then after school...hung out with jon...then practiced....then did some hw..then jon came back because he forgot his hw!....i love him soooo much...then me and tyler talked about boobs...lmao i love band....then we got into our damn uniforms again and i swetaed balls...then we went and killed ourselves marching....but...THIS IS MARCHING BAND!!!!!! !!!!! huuuuuh!!!! lmao omg i love band its the bestest fun ever...then i almost dieds from marching...and were having a fundraiser saturday so come and donate money...7:30 on the football field be there or be...idk..=P...and now im home...whoooooo...and im supposed to call jon but 70000 ppl are iming me...I LOVE JON....i love jenny and bre too...i love band..i love everything! xoxoxo

Mood: happy happy hyper happy hyper happy!!!!!!!!!!

Music: Pieces of me Ashlee Simpson

August 22nd

yawn im sooo tired...so yesterday was our fundraiser for the hurricane victims and it went really good...i have never been so sick of a song...or of a halftime show...i never wanna hear you are the sunshine of my life AGAIN!!! ...So yesterday I woke up...duh...lmao...and then Jon and Jen were gonna come to the fundraiser...but then Jon found this show to go to because he really wanted to see this band that was playing...and im really glad he got to go because he really likes them...so then nicole and jen came to the thing and i sweated more than R Kelly at a girl scouts meeting.....i sweated more than Michael Jordan at a spelling bee....ahaha...then we were on our way home and we hit greg and brian up on the cellular device and told them to come pick us up yo...lmao so they ditched the bitches they were with and came n got us and we went to scoops...bad idea...so the girls they were opriginally with showed up...and we dont evenknow them and they hate us now...fuckin bitches...lmao..oh well...so anyway we went to Hudson Beach and walked around and that beach is so gross...yuckypoo...then we went back to my place and we were trying to get Brian and Jen to make out...we couldnt have made it more obvious...hahahahahaha....so then Nicole likes Greg now too...damn two hookups in one night were good =P... so Jen and Brian went at it IN MY BED...lmao i hafta sleep in there you know....but hey its all good...and then me jen n nicole were trying to figure out how to play a dvd in the damn x box but the piece of shit woudlnt work..whatta mother..lmao then we were talking about how we loved being on the bottom...and the diffeent types of kisses there are...ok so theres the sweet kiss...where you hear music playing and fireworks...and your like awwwe...and that one kiss that you didnt even want to happen but you go along with it anyway...lmao...then theres the hot kiss...where your like all rubbin on each other ...flippin each other on the top and bottom and shit...then theres the akward kiss...where the other person is really really bad...lmao but you dont wanna tell them or anything....so now im listening to weezer...this is the best song in the world...If you want to destroy my sweater....hold this thread as i walk away...download it k...the sweater song by weezer...wo wo wo....watch me unravel ill soon be naked....lying on the floor ive come undone...lmao anywho...i found my skimboard today...on ronjons.com...Ron Jon...The Offical Surf Shop Site...30" Murrey in black...its really cool...not like i can even skim but hey a girl can learn to surf cant she...plus no one does it sooo itll be really cool...ill impress everyone when we go to the beach...lmao woo woo....so anyway...this journal entry is becoming really really long...so ill hafta end it here ladies and gents....im adding new quotes and some crap to the band page...if your bored check it out =P

Mood: tired n content -_-

Music: TBS youre so last summer

August 25th Wednesday

ahh today was a really really really good day.....let me share with you the joys of my day today....ok soo I woke up...of course...late as usual but hey it happens...and i decided to wear my hair up today...and it looked ok in the morning...and i got alot of compliments on it!!!...so im guessing it actually looked ok..then i aced an algebra test!!....and then....well second period was a bit boring...but i aced my scales and sight reading in my music lesson...and i was really happy!...then i had a really good lunch!....and i had chocolate milk...and it was soooo good....mmm chocolate milk...milk milk milk...milky milk milk...here it goes down...down into my belly hahahah...and then....i totally aced a biology test!!..which was surprising because i didnt think i would..then french and world history were cut short!! mua hahaha....and then i went to the volleyball game and it was really boring but ehh whatre ya gonna do?...and i have NO HOME WORK TONIGHT!!!!!....so this day has been wonderful!!...so yeah its been awesome...and im reading diary of a young girl...the anne frank diary...and its really touching...omg...its gonna make me cry...buit anyway....i love jon...i love jon allport...yup my boyfriend jon...and im his girlfriend...kristy...thats me :)...hahaha so im gonna hafta wrap this up!

Mood: soooooo happy !!!!!

Music: Jojo Leave Get Out =)

August 30th Monday

Its just another manic monday =)..ok soo today I woke up kinda late...oopsies!...but then i went to school andit was boring as usual...HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE ABRAMOVITCH NICOLE ABATEMARCO MEGEAN GALLAGHER!!!!!! sooo many b0days today!!!! geez...so theres open house tonight and i just finished a shit load of homework!...this weekend was really fun...friday night was the football game...even tho it was hotter than fuck...and then saturday I went to Tylers house for a bit...then went to the movies...w/ my boo...and ma other boo...haha...and brian and john..and we saw DODGEBALL: A TRUE UNDERDOG STORY...for about the 60th time...but I swear that movie never ever gets boring!!!...Im off the clock...well isnt that convienent for you?...and the clock!...Youre their Fonzie Pete...Eeeeyyy....LMFAO....dum didle dum diddle dum hahahaha...if you can dodge a wrench..you can dodge a ball!....omg I love that movie...whew....so anyway yeah....not much to write but our first game is firday at river ridge!!!....i hope we get nightingale sets by tmoorrow....river ridge band has already got their whole show on the filed but i bet it sucks cock....at least we march better...w00t!

Mood: tired but happy

Music: Good Charlotte- The Anthem

throw all your hands up.....Dont wanna be YOU

September 4th Saturday

....im really tired!!!.,,...nutcracker auditioons are tomorrow =/....im rly nervous cuz i always get a really suck ass part....but ehh whatre ya gonna do....at least it makes my dad happy.....so today....yeah...i slept over jens last night...and all we talked about were guys...guys guys guys guys.....from sam and ryan...to cliff....lmfao...theyre all hott mother fuckers....we were jus like yeah id do him...shit id do him too...hes a fuckin hot ass mother fucker id do him in the front then turn him around and get him in the back!!!...=P...theres me and jen for ya...right now i gotta take a huge ass shit....man i gotta drop a freakin s-bomb...seriously...so im gonna wrap this up rly quick here....so today me and jen hung out over brians house with greg./..and we watched the gayest but coolest funnyest movie of all time...dazed and confsued...good stuff...then i went over jons house and we got to play with his adorable puppies!!!!....theyre soooooo cute...then we came over here and watched 50 first dates....ok omg i cant take it i seriously hafta shit my ass brb......*15 minutes and two crossword puzzles later*.....holy crap i could have sworn that one friggin came out sideways omg im not even kidding...wheeeew...anyway...so then this week...bandwise...went by sooooooo good...we got half of nightingale on the field....and youre the sunshine looks dynamite...but our first game got cancelled because of this stupid ass f*cking hurricane..thats not even gonna hit us...it wont...i have the power to make it turn....a 4 day weekened and half of it wll be spent indoors!!!....oh well mother nature is mother nature right?...right...if you getta chance go to funy junk...and watch End of ze world....youll laugh...rly hard...forever...its so frikin funny!!!!!!!!!!!...well im out

Mood: tired Zzz Zzz

Music: Blue Devils 1999 halftime show- Westside Story

September 5th Sunday

ok well yesterday my dad woke me up friggin early as hell...then he took me to mels diner for breakfast so that was ok....but when we got there they had stopped serving breakfast....CAUTION dont ever under any circumstances eat chili cheese fries for breakfast! Im serious....then I went and tried out for the nutcracker...and it was rly fun even if i didnt know wtf i was doing...i hope i get a good part this year im really nervous!...anyway then we went to the mall and picked up a birthday present for megean at american eagle...and i saw thios kid who i ahvent seen since like 5th grade and hes is one HOTT ASS MOTHER F*CKER now...whoo...things have definitely changed since elementary school!....then i went to megs party and it was really fun....then i came home and went to bed...now im siotting here and this hurricane is ruining my sunday >:O...and this pine tree is gonna fall over and demolish my house....but yeah....i watched the dci championships today and the cavaliers totally took it over...the blue devils didnt stand a chance....but yeah so im out

Mood: god damn hurricane =( <--mad

Music: Yellowcard- Ocean Avenue

well my last fuckin entry got fucked up because i tried to up date my site at school but fuck it!!!! ok soo todays september 8th and i fuckin failed a math test this morning!!!!...i find using the word FUCK rly makes me more clam you know?...so neway....today school was alright..we voted for homecoming again yaaay....anmd then like...i came home and i was fn tired as shit...and then i went to dance...not much to write because im tired peace out!

Mood: tired

Music: nothing

September...uhh...11th

yeah ok sooo i never update this shit anymo re!!!! so yeah this week went by rly fast considering we only had 2 days of school....and our first game kicked so much ass...we beat ridgewood like 42-11.....and we kicked their bands ass....but their color guard was good cuz hott mike was in it whooo!....spin that flag....yup and today i woke up and went to a nutcracker meeting...it was fun..then went and bought sues present...and then went to jons house whoooo.....*smiling rly big*...then i went to sues party...and we played truth or dare which turned into like dare or dare...omg it was crazy ness.. ok..donny ate candle wax...then vinny ate the wax out of his mouth...then nick ate my loogie..i spit it down his throat....then nicole abatemarco licked chocolate syrup off of vinnys chest...then anthony licked my toe...then kris ate mayonaise tabasco sauce and live jalapeno grill mix....then elliot ate cat poop...then i waxed vinnys chest...then matt licked my butt...and then nick poured hot candle wax down his pants.....and i licked anthonys snot off his hands.....and then finally...susan ate the dried candle wax that came off of nicks balls....lmfao it was priceless.....and now im home tired as hell :)!l

Mood: tired but happy :)

September ...uhhh...15th? something like that

ok ok you can thank me for not updating this lmao but if you were in band youd have a hectic life too!....so lately ive been trying to make this site a liottle more interesting and im hoping its meeting your needs....this isnt just a site for me its for the public viewing know what im sayin...if you got any suggestions just im me or somethin you know my screen name its here on the homepage!...no one even fucking reads this stupid ass site lmao im wasting my time writing all this shit!...but anyway about my day which is what this whole "day in my life" entry is about!...k soo today was club day at the school...so i joined fca sadd sophmore council...it was pretty fun./....sophmore council is cool :)...yaay...im getting so involved...and i got interviewed for student government which should be a blast if i actually make it!...and our second home game is friday against pasco...lets beat those pirates...argh!...matey...lmao...and our first pep rally is friday too whoooo.!!!...im so excited....yaaay homecomings coming up howl o scream is coming up our first competition is coming up all state is saturday and my first nutcracker practice is saturday i love my life its so aweomse im doing so much stuff I LOVE EVERYTHING!!!!...whoo...im in sucha great moood right now...whew...yay....but anywho...so i have dance tonight...yup..i should prolly go practice for all state though...yup thats what im gonna do! im out :)

Mood: freaking happy and excited!

Music: Blink 182 - Down

September 17th Friday!!!

w00t!!!! home game tonight against pasco at 7 like 30 or something up at hudson!!!! lets sink those pirates matey! lmao yup sooo today there was a pep rally and i started breaking it down on 8 ball and i guess were not allowed to do that soooo ehh i kinda got in trouble but hey it was worth it and everyone liked it! it was cool....OMFG TOMORROW IS THE ALL STATE AUDITION IM SO FN NERVIOUYS!!!!! why why whyyyy did jeff make me try out for all state?...i dont understand ! i guess if i practiced i could probably make it..but i dont practice!!!...ill just wear a shirt that says pick me for all state 2004!...w00t....so anyway yeah game tonight im psyched but im out!

Mood: pepped up!

Music: If I aint got you

September 18th

ok all state audtions...since that was the first thing i did at 8 this morning!!...i dont understand why they hafta make them so early...i cant get up that early!...anyway...soo i did alright not all state material but im definitely going to make all county seriously.....not to brag or anything....so now im sitting here bored of my ass waiting for ballet to start....and then after that its off to the movies to prolly see without a paddle :)....wow i lead such an exciting life!!!....lmao no seirously i dont but its ok!...so grasons fist show is tuesday at the hudson library so everyone come cuz theyre rly good and...theres gonna be other bands there and stuff :)...this is all for now...im updating some stuff around this piece of shit too so ch-ch-ch check it out...lmao that was gay

Mood: tiiiired!

Music: Lil Flip - Sunshine

September 24th Friday

ok yeah i havent updated this thing since like last saturday but its all good...neway nothing exciting happened this week cept we started learning dont rain on my parade and the sets are sooo hard!.,...we totally destroy the point of backwards marching,..its more like backwards leaping across the field seriously....but yup and then tonight we went to mitchel for their homecoming game and we came sooooo close to beating them...one more touchdown but alas we didnt but its all good though cuz next week the middle school comes tom play with us and then after that its fn homecoming week i cant wait for it!!!!! its going tobe soooo kick ass seriously...but yup so tomorrow i got the sophmore car wash so id better end this here so i can get at least a reasonable amount of sleep!

Mood: tired!!!

Music: gah nothing!

September 28th Tuesday

Fuck Hurricanes

Im Kristy Przepis and I approve this message.

Ok soooo theres absolutely nothing to write about because ever since fing saturday ive been stuck inside due to the damn hurricane...Heres a quick fact....This is the secdon time in like 5784576893769843 yrs that four hurricanes hit this part of the us...since like the 1800's...cool huh :) but yeah sooo yesterday i went shoe shopping for homecoming but did i buy shoes? nope but i got two skirts and a shirt :)...thats the way to do it...and i saw some hott ass mother fuckers at the mall so thatsa plus....but yeah sooo theres absolutely nothing to write on here :)

Mood: bored as shit

Music Taking Back Sunday -Timberwolves at New Jersey

October 2nd Saturday

Hey new month yaay....Homecoming Week is now officially one weekend away?!!! I cant wait its gonna be sooooo fun!...yay :)....ok soo tonight was our home game against wesley chapekl..and we didnt win but thats ok!!!...because theyre band was rly good and they did this john williams halftime theme with star wars indiana jones jaws and superman it was frikin awesome...and i met this rly hott kid named Tim...and hes in pit...and hes soo cute!...so it was a rly frikin good night....but anyway so the dance is almost here i cant wait ...its gonna be alot of fun..whoo...theres nothing to write...OMG i hafta get taking back sunday tickets rly soon i heard theyre sold out i gotta see them...but anyway yeah ima go theres nothin more to write :)

Mood: hyper :P

Music: TBS Theres no I in Team

October 2nd Saturday

ok its one minute to the third..of cotober...its offically...6 DAYS TILL HOMECOMIONG!!!...i cant wait...so today well me and jen got our shit together for sports day baby and its gonna look awesome!..dodgeball :) best idea ive ever had...and she dosenyt rly wanna do this but im making her cuz she loves me =D.....and i love jenny bunny...oook riiight anyway!,...so yup gotta go

Mood: bored!!!!!

Music: NFG Glory of Love

OcToBeR 13th WeDnEsDaY

so heres somewhere where i can just say what i feel...even if anyone reads it....cuz its not like im actually telling anyone this so idc who reads it...so whats going on is...idk im rly rly mixed up and i just dont know how to say it...and theres no one i can tell...i guess it started after me and jon rly broke up for good...and idk its like you always want what you cant have and once you lose that something special you cant get it back...i know i told him to move on...i dont have a problem with it...but now all im feeling is jealousy...jealousy because he went over nicoles house and i guess they made out...and im mad at myself for getting mad at that...wasnt i the one who told him i didnt care if he did it?...wasnt i the one who wanted us to move on...i was..and now im mad?...none of this makes any sense...its not like i can tell jen about it or bre about it theyre friends with him and they dont want to hear it anyways...i just need someone who feels the exact same way about this as me...or who knew how i feel but thats im possible...and it only makes it harder because now i cant talk to anyone about it...and ive been crying so much over him lately and i dont get it...i was the one who broke up with him and yet i cant even look him in the face without getting flooded with memories and regret and jealousy and just fucking everything...i just cant take it...i told my mom...and shes like your not ready for a relationship...well no friggin shit...im not ready for one..and there see it was my mistake again!!!!....everythings always my fault and yet i take it out on other people...i cant learn how to be civil about any of this...i get pissed off at the stpidest little things...so we got into a fight the other night where i had this stupid little quote in my info andhe comes on dosent even say hi and says wtf is this shit ur the one who dumped me...and im thinking what in the fucking hell its a stupid little quote in my god damn info so he got pissed...so im like w/e i dont need that so i stopped talking to him and now he thinks its something bigger that im not talking to him about...but its not...i cant tel him this i cant talk to anyone about it im not good at dealing with shit that no one else understands me about...and i hate it...idk why im acting like this but i am but i just cant say any of it...so now im on my own and all ive got is this damn website to pour my feelings out onto...idk anymore i just dont know...

Mood: mixed up..confused

OcToBeR 18th MoNdAy

wow i rly need to do a bettere job of keepin this up to date!!! ok soo i was "sick" this morning so i stayed home from school and im just chillin like a villian on penicillian....but yeah its all good....so theres a shit load o shit to say....k i got over the thing with jon so its all good now blah blah....our first band comp is saturday...its gonna be fun everyone should come...its at chamberlain high school in tampa....and howl o scream is sunday bitches...oh wait one more thing....ME BRE AND JEN ARE GONNA GO FN SEE SIMPLE PLAN NOVEMBER 10TH AT JANNUS LANDING BITCHES!! im just a little bit excited

Mood: pumped up

Music: TBS A Decade Under the Influence

ItS fUCkInG oCtObEr 20th BiTcHeS

ok ok sooo yeah this is how my day went...i woke up late what a god damn surprise ;)...i fn wake up lkate everyday omg...i stayed out, late last night i went to the beanery and i didnt get home till like 10:30 sooo i guess that explains it....but yeah anyway...uhh...so today was good...howl o scream is sunday whoooo its goin to be the shit...and we play springstead friday theyre un defeated well were just going to have to change that arent we...and then we have a band comp saturday at chamberlain high school get the fuck off ur lazy ass and get down to tampa and support us because we actually might do good...literally...but yeah i have faith im shooting for an excellent but it might not be superior u never kno...but yeah sooo theres nothin more to say im out :)

Mood: tired

Music: Simple Plan- Welcome to my Life

speaking of simple plan IM GOIN TO SEE THEM NOVEMBER 10TH BITCHES

OcToBeR 29th :)

ok i got a whole lotta shit to write about and its not going to be pretty either *! But neway dont you just love it when guys are dumb? Its like cute in a way how bad they want you and its so funny to tease them because they wont get you back :)...I dont understand why guys think they have you figured out you know..but neway so whats even better is when they start flirting with you at holw o scream right then they go and theyre all over some other girl the whole night...funny huh?..so then you get them back by flirting with them at the beanery then going all over someone else to see what they do...then they give you these cute little dirty looks and you hafat go pretend like you didnt know you hurt them and askl whats wrong and try to figure everything out....poor babies....but the best part is when you call them a pussy cuz u know they are and then they tell you to run headfirst into some traffic now that is just priceless...but thats not all!...then they act like theyre big and bad at a volleyball game and hurt you and make you cry :'(......its just so cute because you know how bad they want you...jealousy is a sad....sad thing...i mean you think theyd move on?...but i guess boys will; just never learn :) but neway howl o scream was a total blast i had more fun than in a long time...and well thats it for now ill update l8r ;)

Mood: calm :)

Music: Nelly Over and Over Again

NoVeMbEr 4th ThUrSdAy!

Ok ok lets see...umm last update was the 29th soo...well nothing happened since then....jon and nicole are "seeing each other"...i never understood the differencebut k...and im like....idk...jealous again...i mean its not botheirng me i just am..it would be hard not to be...plsu were not taling and hanging out...but thats my fault soo whatever....idk whats going on...i just feel weird like hanging out with him..after like..idk i cant even explain it so that just shows how confused even I am about the whole thing. But neway on a happier note! This week was our last week for practice!!! Im so sad and tomorrow our last football game and then saturday we have FBA our LAST MARCHING BAND COMPETITION!!! im so sad i want to cry i love marching season so much...But this means were just getting closer and closer to Vero Beach! So theres a good thing, :) So tomorrow football game home come out...and then saturday drive ur ass out to Central High and support us cuz God knows were better than the football team.

Mood: tired as shit

Music: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me

November 11th Thursday

HAPPY SWEET 16TH TYLER AND NICOLE!!! Luv u guys :) k soo SIMPLE PLAN WAS FN WEDNESDAY NIGHT and it was awesome. And me and jen got a pic with Pierre....thats right...Pierre the lead singer from Simple Plan! Whoo! and now im really tired lol and thats all I have to write!

November 12th FrIdAy

ok soo woke up today at like the crack of dawn!,...bre slept over and we drove down to clearwater with mike and louie...then we justy stayed down there for a bit and me and mike did some skimming and i bought tys b0day present there...then i csme home and went to his party and had an absolutle blast!!! I love life....lol seriously...it has its ups and downs and drama and what not but damn..straight superiors simple plan concert picture with pierre awesome friends what more could someone want

Mood: thankful

Music: Weezer- Buddy Holly

November 15th Monday

lifes so fucking gay sometimes....i seriously dont fucking get it...and i cant stand it....how could i be so happy one minute and fucking depressed the next....its so fucking retarded....I HATE IT.....anyway...yeah today was fucking gay as usual....or maybe its just cuz im rly pissed off...all county is tomorrow i hope i do ok...and there was a softball meeting today sooo thats starting up soon....and yeah...fuck life

NoVeMbEr 16th TuEsDaY!!!!

today was all county tryouts!!!! neway lemme start in the mornin...k soo i woke up...and i was all blah and tired and stuff. Because I didnt get enough sleep!! I cant help it I was up watching MTV all night :)..Pimp my Ride, Battle of the Sexes, Boiling Points. It dosent get any better! Then I decided to wear my little american eagle outfit that cost me like 40000 dollars...lol but its ok i looked hott :-*....soo then I got to school and we only had to go to first and second...then band...then we got to stay there till we had to leave for z-hills. So I practiced for a bit then me and tyler got lunch. Then the buses came soo we got on them :). And it was really funny...Cuz Shane kept going DONUTS...it was hikarious...TANYA MC....DOODLE..lmao neway so we got there and i was ooooo freakin nervous...and i almost pissed myself when i went to try out. And there were like 70 flutes tyring out soo I priolly didnt make it, But then oboe got better I wasnt nervous even tho I did horrible I was like ehh whatever. The judge was nice anyway. Then I got to hang out with Tim :D yaay. And then it was time ta go. And now here i am :)

Mood: happy :)

Music- Plain White T's - Leavin'

NoVeMbEr 19th FrIdAy

ok soo today was just another day in school whooo hooo! and umm school was boring as usual! hmm lets see....oh yeah the play was today but i went to the band room...then my mom picked me up and we took ty home..then we went and got my camera developed :)...then me and jen went to the play tonight and it was rllly cute...then me her and julie went to eat at mickey ds...oh yeah lol I DIDNT MAKE ALL COUNTY....BUT IM A PROUD MEMBER OF THE ALL COUNTY REJECT BAND!...lol but hey CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO DID....im rly proud of you guys and we have the most members..hell yeah..ok so lets see...Tiff Marco Laura Dana Shane Chelsea Tyler Brandon Brian Richard Shane Sarah Courtney and Briget! Oh and Nate and Ryan! good job guys cant wait to see the concert!

Mood: happy :)

Music: Plain White T's (who else?) - What If

NoVemBeR umm..lmao OH its the 21st ;)

just another manic...sunday...lol so its sunday yup and lemme fill yopu in on a bit of my awesome weekend ;) ok friday night me and jen went to the school play...it was rly good...i think i might have already wrote this one lol neways...then saturday woke up and frigin had to get ready for nutcracker practice...so i went o that and it literally took all damn day omg..it was crazyness...but i love it its gonna lok awesome wehn we actually do the real performance..then i got home and got ready for nicoles b-day party :D..and picked jen up and we got there and there was so many people it was really fun. so me christina jo jj and roman all went in the pool cuz were crazy asses lol but then we got iun the spa whooo it was nice..then like...everyone just watched the stupid football game the whole night...but uf won so its all good..then after everyone left nicole took me and jen driving around her neighborhood lol and we kept passing these hott ass guys in a muystang so we went outside to ploay basketball to see if they would drive by again but they didnt lol...then we went in the spa again and went to bed at like 4:30 am and my dad fuckin comes at 12 and wakes our asses up lol its a bit early! and now today i went tanning :)...and i got a little darker soo its good...and now im here :)

Mood: ehhh

Music: Plain White T's (naturally) - Take Me Away

i fucking deleted the 22nd entry cuz i copied and pastes something else before i got to put it up here ;lol...but ti was for a good reaosn ;)

NoVeMbEr 23rd TuEsDaY

ok ahh last day of schoolo before a FIVE DAY BREAK! damn i love holidays...so neway another boring day at school blah blah...then i came home and sat around here and di absolutely nothing....then i went to the beanery with jen...and like it was kind of boring but i got up on stage lol...and sang fireworks ;)...then kyle was there and we met this hott ass kid mike who used to be in percussion...and he was teling us some good times in the band room lol...and that was my tuesday :)

Mood: tired

Music: Good Charlotte - Predictable

NoVeMbEr 24th WeDnEsDaY

so i was sleeping rly rly rly good this morning.....and the next thing i know my grandmas shoving my cell in my face...so bre called and she wanted to get together so she was gonna come over...but she didnt have a ride home...so i watched laguna beach and date my mom lol all day...then TRL...then i got ready to go to the movies with james :)..and we had a really good time and we talked alot...it was really great...then i watched laguna beach the rest of the night and dint get on here till like..1 am..cuz my dad was on...neway so now im here

Mood: tired

Music: Weezer - Say It Aint So

NoVeMbEr 26th FrIdAy

hey ok soo my turkey day was really good :) and umm i ate alot lol....i think i ate to much cuz i had a tummy ache!..then today me and my mommy and brother and grandma went shopping and i got a new outfit at american eagle :-* i looove ae...and then i came over jens house and thats where i am right now!!! and we made a really good cake lol it seirously turned out awesome this time!!! whoo :)

Mood: scared shitless lol cuz me and jen are in her house alone AHHH

Music: some christmas music on some radio station lol

December 1st Wednesday

Only 24 more shopping days guys so get the fuck out there and buy me things :-* i love you hehehe ok so neways today was my mommmy birthday yaaaay happy birthday mommy...and i had dance tonight and omg were doing a lyrical to ryan carbreras song true holy shit hes so hott...neway my day was good and tomorrow is our first conccert for band at river ridge high school so come and support us because were good :) lol and thats about it ladies n gentlemen ;)

Mood: im gonna barf i just ate so much cake

Music: Weezer- Pink Triangle

December 4th Saturday

ok so our concert sucked lol my instrument broke...the woowdwinds were out of tune the whole time...lol and during a stop someone movied their chair and it squeaked rly loud and evertyone started cracking up and didnt play...good times lol....so anyway lifes goin good yup...nutcracker is next week i cant wait im excited and so is the chirstmas parade :) and well in latest news im not going to the next big thing and im rly pissed

Mood: bored

Music: The Used - All that I've got

December 9th Thursday

ok so today was real eventful...umm school sucked as usual lol...but i got a 96 on the notebook check in french yaay lol...and then me and tyler stayed after school till like...4:30 geez...then i went to nutcracker practice...wow last practice it feels like it just started...neway so this weekend should be fun but yeah g2g now and get sleep for tomorrow :)

Mood: happy :)

Music: PLAIN WHITE TS BITCHESSS - What If :D

December 23rd Thursdday

ok soo this whole week was pretty cool lets see monday i think i went to the mall...yeah probably...then tuesday...mall then sarahs birtdhay which was awesome then i spent the night...and yesterday i went to susans party and it was fun...then today i went to the mall with jen lol and then adam came over and yeah...it was a good night

December 28th Tuesday

so im in new mexico and its 3 degrees up here...i swear when i get back to florida i will never complain about it being cold...and i better not hear anyone else complain about i either lol...ell so far ive been skiing a little boarding and shitting fire because they put frigign chili and tac sauce on everything up here....but its cool lol...oh and me and adam are going out now yup and its so friggin awesome :):):):):):):):):):):) lol yeah i really like him alot alot alot ...good times :) but yeah i come home saturday :)

Mood: cold and bored

Music: Simple Plan- Promise

January 13th Thursday

Its been awhile lol but its all good

Im updating the band page be sure to read :) I updated my music page to soo its cool lol....Umm not much to say because when I dont update in like a month I never write anything because you know I just dont lol. Me and Adam are doing rly good :) and i like him a bunch hes a sweety :) so theres something on the bright side for a change lol. I fuckinbg hate Jon hes such an idiopt seriously...wow....newho umm thats it lol So check out the band page k

Mood: bored!

Music: Catch 22 - What goes around comes around

January 20th Thursday

i feel like its friday...i wish...but neway yeah got our band site up its in the info so go there and stuff. and umm thats about it yeah...the pictures page isnt working but im gonna try to get it to lol...show tomorrow in ybor champions of rock tour cant wait :D

*Important Countdowns*

Adams Birthday! Jan 28

Our one month- 25th

PLAIN WHITE TS - 7th

My b-day- 11th

MY LICENSE- 14th

The Used- 18th

New Found Glory- 13th

VERO BEACH- JUNE 24TH!

Mood: bored!

Music: Green Day- Bulevard of Broken Dreams

February 5th Saturday

so this week was a really suck ass week definitely. Me and adam got into this huge fight then he broke up with me. Yup. So Im like in the shittiest mood ever. Love really sucks! But I guess its ok because I get to see my 5 favorite guys rock out on Monday! and no school which is also cool =P so yeah plain white tees I cant even wait. Then next friday is my birthday sooo that shuld be awesome! And then two days after that I definitely get my license yup! So yeah Im guessing the next couple of weeks should make up for how sucky this one is. The today me and jen are going shopping and how better to spend your time than to go shopping right? Damn :) and Adam if you read this I dont hate you and im not holding any grudges against you. Im just sorry it had to end after such a great month but I still respect any decision you ever make and ever will make. Im just glad we got to spend the time together that we could and thank you for starting 05 out totally awesome for me :)

so im definitely single right now? ;)

Mood: tired

Music: Catch 22 ~ Keasby Nights